Thursday, November 13, 2008

feelings

we have no control of what we feel or how should we feel about something...it is an immanent force within us that is very hard to ignore...but what we do about that feeling is up to us...its a choice...

but what do you do when you have a feeling and there is no appropriate reaction to compliment it?do you ignore it? you just let it pass?let it die?

me?

i divert the feeling...i divert it in to something/somewhere that is manageable...where i can do something about it...

but the diversion is whats killing me...now...

maybe its time to put everything in to perspective... notice the things i was ignoring...save some sanity for myself...accept the inevitable and take responsibility to face the consequences...

because it was my choice...

but what's hard about this is...

the feeling of "i wish i can..."

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